真实

It feels like real, 
I can feel your long hair by the boost of wind,
It feels like real,
I can see your smile looking at me at the sea,
It feels like real,
Because I can really feel my heartbeats.

Our picture that you capture,
Our video that you record,
Standing by your side,
While laughing,
It feels like real.

Watching your smile, 
While your long hair blowing because of the wind, 
Make me feel calm and grateful having this feeling for you. 

"No need to wait I will find money to make you more naughty"
But then I said "If I can wait for you since 6 years ago. Why i cant wait you now?"
The conversation feels like real, my heart was in sorrowful.

Don't wake me up,
I want to tell him everything,
Making more conversation,
But my heart still in pain,
I cannot hold it.

Then my eyes widely open,
But the pain was real,

I am ball of tears.

1:00 PM and I look at my phone,
With the hope he reply my IM this morning since a month ago,
But it wasn't 
I understand and it is okay.

I thought it was real and I really hope it is,
Even it is hurt..
As long as I can see your face
Because you make me feel my pulsation,
That I've never feel before,
I'll be wait.

我爱你 卡马鲁. 伊克万 ...